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XXXIX.

so I was going to put some time aside and do some proper blogging, like about a popular subject, or about style, or something that I saw in the news and wanted to comment on, something that people know about that they would like to search and read about, but instead I think I want to talk about a few lines of James Joyce's A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man. he writes:
When we speak of beauty in the second sense of the term our judgment is influenced in the first place by the art itself and by the form of the art.
and it got me thinking about my idea of beauty in art. immediately I think of Michelangelo's contrapposto David, or Egon Shiele, or to go as far as Kazimir Malevich's Supremus No. 58, and I think of them as beautiful, but even the last one does not challenge my sense of beauty. if I think of a grand sculpture, or an excellent painting, or a precise exercise in colour, then I think of a beauty that I have already in my head. this does not weigh down on the beauty the art has, but it makes it familiar.
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for an overused example, Damien Hirst's tiger shark is a piece of art that challenged my perception of art. if I thought in my head of a shark suspended in a tank, I would not have thought it was beautiful, but in reality it was, so my perception of beauty was changed by a piece of art, and that is a rare and important thing. xx
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P.S. just so there's no confusion, I think that Michelangelo's David is by a v. v. long stretch the better piece of art of the two. xx

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XXXIV.

I deleted a few posts, and this is yet another try at making this blog more presentable, first, so I can actually look at it and not feel ashamed, and sort out some actual content. I'm going to try to just talk about the things that I'm interested in on here, not be so formal, just try to enjoy it. I suppose this will be like a rebirth thing, I'm going to try to make this more of a blog. xx

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XXXI.

I wrote this a few months ago, it was supposed to be XXVI.  I should make a blog post that describes me, but probably not.  I read books so rarely, and when I do I only manage through a few pages before I move on, but I put hours out of my week to watch old episodes of Friends, or films with George Clooney in them.  I drink coffee now and then, well yeah now, and I spend — what's the term in About a Boy, units? — I spend at least a unit, probably more, looking through Tumblr, searching French proverbs on Google, and generally doing nothing for myself, productively.

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XXVI.

Moving out tomorrow, I think it's going to be good.  A new place and a new outlook, going to try a little harder, I think. Be productive, but try not to lose sight of who I am, a happy-go-lucky scamp.

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XX.

my Tumblr is now galua.  it's a nonsense word, but looks and sounds quite nice, I recently changed the style of it again so that it's now a film-photo or fake-film-photo -type deal.  I'm also ill, threw up a few times yesterday or the night before, not sure, but managed to get to lecture this morning.  I'm sure you want to know about my sickness...  but my sickness did mean that I missed my C&M lecture, which is mostly why I don't know how the module is...
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that's a drawing that I did in Photoshop of 
Olivia, my best and most lovely friend, with a photo of some trees behind it, because I want to put a picture in this post, but I'm at a loss of what to put in there, so this is it.  I've also been watching copious amounts of Jake and Amir.  so much so that I am watching every single episode from start to finish for the second time at the moment. xx

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XIX.


haven't updated this for quite some time, so I just want to do a little quick post to try to keep this going in one way or another, so here are a few notes from my Philosophy notebook. is it only seemingly impossible to think of something controversial because of the society we live in?  American prisoner slave trade, ethics of exploitation, persecution to inequality; it is all common knowledge.  perhaps thorough media coverage. and this one: probability was obviously invented for very good reasons. we can made probability judgements in medicine based purely on previous cases because of the (apparently) similarity between humans.  it's  simply quicker saying "4 out of 5 dentists", than saying "4 out of 5 dentists, but not unequivocally because unobserved cases might not resemble observed cases". neither make any good points, they're just musings.  xx

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XV.

recently I've been quite scatterbrained. don't you love the English language, such as that "scatterbrained" is one word? I've been watching television and playing on games and writing and reading and running and listening to music and shopping and eating and drinking and clicking and sleeping and throwing and catching and dipping and diving, but I can't do any of these for more than half an hour, or I get bored. I find myself waking up in the middle of the night and lying in bed fidgeting, with a thought in my mind that I've forgotten something, or that I'm waiting for something, or something else I cannot put my finger on. I find myself sleeping with my laptop next to me, so that I can sleep, wake up, watch a video or play a game of solitaire or chess, and then go back to sleep. it's a very much-to-do business, and it does not do to have this terrible affliction. but I am updating my blog more often. I'll even have pictures and stuff soon, but not in this one, because my hair is pushed flat to my head and I feel like I'm in a state of perpetual half-sleep. xx

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X.

it is of course possible that all or any of our beliefs may be mistaken, and therefore all ought to be held with at least some slight element of doubt. but we cannot have reason to reject a belief except on the ground of some other belief. hence, by organising our instinctive beliefs and their consequences, by considering which among them is most possible, if necessary, to modify or abandon, we can arrive, on the basis of accepting as our sole data what we instinctively believe, at an orderly systematic organisation of our knowledge, in which, though the possibility of error remains, its likelihood is diminished by the interrelation of the parts and by the critical scrutiny which has preceded acquiescence.
this is an incredibly verbose and seemingly unedited passage by Bertrand Russell. "the problems of philosophy" is a good book, but Russell seems to flip-flop between arguments three times every paragraph, but regardless, I am certainly enjoying the book, from the (very) little I've read. xx // I also just received a philosophy book from a college in america, and this is a passage:
the desire for sex is natural but usually can be overcome; and when it can be, it should be because satisfaction of the sexual drive gives intense pleasure. but it involves one in relationships that are usually ultimately more painful than pleasant, and are often extremely painful.

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IX.


I had some more german bread with the kirsch on, which is like some kind of cherry jam, I suppose? and I also had a jam jar of orange juice. I do love pretention and hipstery. anyway, today, I did very little. went to the shops in the early afternoon, then entertained my brother for the evening, but other than that, nothing. I got my £500 bursary today, for continuing at the University of Lancashire, and I booked harry potter tickets. I also started playing this adorable little tower defence game called "Pixeljunk Monsters", and it's been taking up a good portion of my concentration for the past couple of hours.// oh! I also did the Pokémon Red glitch / exploit, the one where you can catch a Mew in Cerulian City! it's the first time in my life I've done it, seeing as I haven't played on Pokémon Red since I was about 10. I also found out that burning DVDs takes about three hours, which was a surprise.// oh, this has been a boring blog update. oh, well. I suppose it's supposed to be personal. xx

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VII.

I sort-of wanted to put something monumental and important as my seventh post, because it's probably my favourite number, but I haven't done anything fitting either of those descriptions for a good 20 years, so I think I'll just put anything. yesterday, I watched Sherlock Holmes, the recent film starring Jude Law, with his smile, and Robert Downey Jr., with his crawling, through, and tonight I'm going to watch the first episode, and perhaps some of the second, of Sherlock, the recent television series with Benedict Cumberbatch, with his voice, and Martin Freeman, with his eyebrows. gonna be a cuh-raaazy night...

p.s. oh, also, tomorrow I have a talk with my personal tutor because I'm not happy with the way my life is going, and I'm an eventually-do-something kinda guy. xx

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IV.

"whatever can be thought of is an idea in the mind of the person thinking of it ; therefore nothing can be though of except ideas in minds ; therefore anything else is inconceivable, and what is inconceivable cannot exist."
that is a quote from Bertrand Russell, paraphrasing the likes of Berkeley and Leibniz, the creators of the theory of sense-data. this is from the first chapter of the book I bought. at the moment, I've learnt that, according to the sense-data subscribers, everything we see is just an image in our minds, made real by our perception, but the thing continues to exist if we no longer look at it, because of god (Berkeley), the universe (Leibniz), or a vast collection of electronic charges in violent motion (sober science). xx

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II.

strangely, I'm listening to the same song as yesterday when I'm typing this. "You Came To Me" by Beach House, on their album "Devotion". we have no cereal in so I'm eating a banana. some of my philosophy books came in the post today. my mother suggested "Sophie's Choice" by William Styron, and someone who just did the course has suggested "The Problems of Philosophy" by Bertrand Russell. "Problems" is a much shorter book, and is more of an introduction, so I'll read that first. might give a review at the end of it. xx

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